Monday, March 23, 2009

Blog seorg FIRST TIME BLOGGER...

Tak ley tido la plak aku malam ni. Normally boleh je aku tido awal...kul 1030pm tu considered kewat dah tu...penatkah aku? penat blaja? ahaksss...mustahil, blaja pon main2 jugak. Mcm mana nak nombor satu dlm kelas kalo malas camni. Tapi tah, malam nih tak ley tido...aku pon switch on apple ku (perluke aku mention tajuk laptop???), masuk blooger.com nih...

First time aku kat sini walaupon Moon dah lama encourage aku utk type something in blooger.com nih. MALAS!!!...Moon, aku baru nak berkecimpung dlm kehidupan seorg blogger. 

Aku baru balik dr hantar mak aku naik bas kul 1130pm td kat Hentian Bas Seri Iskandar, balik ke Somban haaa...pastu aku ternampak satu pakcik nih...dengan baju dia yg compang-camping, kotor sgt2...peluk something, plastik kot...jalan pusing-pusing-pusing dan pusing kat dalam hentian bas tu. Rambut dia kusut masai, kotor, comot, tak terurus...kesian...aku wonder mana anak dia? dia takde anak2 ke? kalao takde, mmg kesian sgt...kalao ada anak, lagiiiii la aku rasa kesian kat dia...nape?? sbb, apsal anak2 dia tak look after him?? pakcik tu nampak mcm org gila...dan aku yakin dia mmg tak betul. Tapi sampai hati anak2 buat mcm tu kat dia.

Aku sedih tgk abandoned parents. In the first place, i think anak2 remember, no matter how bad their/our parents are...we should not abandon them. We are here because of them. I trust in 1 thing...this is the cycle of life. You'll receive back things you've done to others. Aku percaya, kalao aku layan parents aku baik, later on bila aku dah ade anak2, insyaALLAH my kids will take care of me, respect me, love me the way i treated my parents. 

Cuma yg aku sedih, aku cuma boleh treat mak aku dengan baik, but not my own dad. aku nak jaga dia, tapi tak boleh...my top priority wud be my mum. erk... Cuma aku rasa I'll try to do the best i can to my both parents. Even though dulu takde org yg pernah tanya kabar aku, mcm mana hidup aku, sekolah ke tak, ade makan ke tak kecuali mak aku je yg sabar jaga aku...but after all...this is the price...i managed to survived with quite a good life...far better than before.

I'm proud of myself, dan yg penting aku bersyukur pada NYA...I believed HE is always be with me.